“Taking a new step, uttering a new word, is what people fear most.” ― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment
Many of us hates change, maybe not you but "I" am part of the "us" that hates change. But change is inevitable. Every second of our lives, change is happening. Di man natin ito nararamdaman directly but change is everywhere. It surrounds us. Cause all of us grow. Everything changes.
I've been a blogger for 5 years already, but my blog was established for 7 years na since 2007, anyway...as I was saying 5 years na rin ang dati kong blog, madami na kaming pinagdaanan, it help me in so many ways possible but at some point I've realize ME and MY BLOG have to grow and experience change. Dun pumasok itong idea ng bagong blog, I know iniisip nyo na kung kailangan ko ng change, I could just change the layout or maybe even the writing style of my old blog but NO alam ko sa sarili ko na I need to let go of my old blog. I NEED A NEW BLOG. This new blog represents so many things in my life right now. So many new things that I have to go through, experience, achieve and even surpass. That why I need a new blog. I really really need it. Hahaha Ok! Too much tension. Brrrrr!
Change is something I really hate honestly. Hirap na hirap akong makisabay sa mga pagbabago sa buhay ko, ng paligid ko. Those who knew me personally may have realized that already, I guess. Di ako OC pero I want things to stay the way they are. Kung paano ko sila nakasanayan. Sobrang tagal bago ako maaccustomed sa mga pagbabago sa buhay ko, kumbaga little by little, slowly, one step at a time ang peg.
I hate change. I fear change. Pero tulad nga ng nasabi ko, Change is inevitable. We have to accept it or rather I have to accept it. This new blog took time for me to start. June 24 ko pa ginawa tong blog na to pero ngayon lang ako nagkalakas ng loob simulan talaga. Starting this new blog is like fighting something within me. Fighting, Changing the old me. Its not like I hate myself today but I knew I have to change, I have to start changing myself, physically, mentally and emotionally. I have to grow. I have to change. For the better.
Tulad nga ng bagong tagline (di ko alam kung tagline ba ang tawag) Changes. New Adventures. New Beginnings. As of today, Sunday, August 11, 2013 at 11:25pm, I accept Change. I am the New Superjaid.
“To me, Fearless is not the absense of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, Fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.” ― Taylor Swift